Thursday, 20 October 2016

To live without HOPE is to cease to live

After taking the big decision and discussing it with Dr. Rashmi Yogish, she scheduled the 4th IVF Stimulation/ OPU in Aug' 16. All preparations were done, mentally, physically, financially and spiritually; the wait was for a miracle to happen soon.

Although, 17 oocytes were obtained after the stimulation, only 5 blastocysts (all Grade A) were cryopreserved. Dr. Rashmi swore that all my blastocysts were EXCELLENT (as perfect as a textbook diagram) and that these would definitely bear fruit, a baby.

In the consecutive month, 2 Day-5 Blastocysts (Expanded and Hatching) were trasnferred under Frozen Embryo Transfer. But as the fate was pre-decided, none of my beans attached to my womb.

Me and my DH have gotten used to this struggle, pain, disappointment and much more, but I really wonder how it would be when I conceive and deliver. I really want to see a flower bloom in the desert. Hope, someday it does.

We are still not losing hope!!!

2 comments:

  1. Hi
    I came across your your blog while searching for reviews on Nova IVI. You have documented your journey so beautifully. Read most of your posts and identified with so many. The dilemmas, the decisions, the technical jargon, the changing doctors and overall confusion. Reading it made me feel a little less alone in our journey.
    Thank you.

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    1. Hi, I am glad my words could help you in any way. How was your experience with Nova? It would be a delight to hear about someone's success on my blog.

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