Thursday, 20 October 2016

To live without HOPE is to cease to live

After taking the big decision and discussing it with Dr. Rashmi Yogish, she scheduled the 4th IVF Stimulation/ OPU in Aug' 16. All preparations were done, mentally, physically, financially and spiritually; the wait was for a miracle to happen soon.

Although, 17 oocytes were obtained after the stimulation, only 5 blastocysts (all Grade A) were cryopreserved. Dr. Rashmi swore that all my blastocysts were EXCELLENT (as perfect as a textbook diagram) and that these would definitely bear fruit, a baby.

In the consecutive month, 2 Day-5 Blastocysts (Expanded and Hatching) were trasnferred under Frozen Embryo Transfer. But as the fate was pre-decided, none of my beans attached to my womb.

Me and my DH have gotten used to this struggle, pain, disappointment and much more, but I really wonder how it would be when I conceive and deliver. I really want to see a flower bloom in the desert. Hope, someday it does.

We are still not losing hope!!!